hello, everyone~

contrary to what some may say, i'm not dead. don't believe what people tell you. it's just been a long hibernation.


lots of things have happened.. there isn't much use in listing everything here, but my mind and life are in a completely different place than they were a year ago. not that i can remember a year ago. things aren't done changing, either. in four months or so the dust should start to settle. perhaps i'll update in more detail on livejournal, uhh, someday.

i lost my outlet earlier this year when my art died. from around march until very recently, i didn't draw. i didn't even doodle much and i certainly didn't finish anything. (this is also why i haven't been around here much: without art there is no real reason for me to be on a computer.)

i don't know exactly why my creativity spontaneously combusted, but it was probably caused by a few different things.

but i have some sketches i did this past month and a few days ago started inking a couple of them on chance's cpu. i hope they make it to a point where i can share them with you. to see aki after like a year is weird; even she does not look the same to me anymore.


and if i owe you arts, please don't worry. i'm not going to cheat anybody, it's all just takin' a really long fucking time. to say it is primarily why i'm updating at all. even if i never draw anything for myself again, someday i'll eventually force out everything i owe to other people.

there are people i miss here! like snits and nicki-san, usaku-san, ardi, and chobi-kun, and zambino, chan-chan, and hanabi and arieo and a lot of others.

so hopefully i'll stop by again relatively soon and bring some arts with me.


for now, i'll see you~